listen to the song! & be patient, it takes time to load.

Im gonna have lunch with sean on sunday! :D

urghhh.
all this mutton stuff is making me feel sick.
Im tired cause i didnt nap into the afternoon. :(


yip-ee.
and im throwing the mutton pieces away.

Daphne loves derby- hopeless love.

im feeling neutral today.

I realised that all ive been wanting and hoping for was just a change, but i guess i dont need much assurance.


And so, school was not too bad.
We had the workout today,
i participated a little :D
Though it felt dumb and geeky but at least it was fun.
Hasnul and i kept nudging each other?
But overall-I enjoyed myself?

YESTERDAY
, during supplementary yesterday, nat and i were playing with lotion and some squirted onto her feet cause she removed her shoes? So i took a picture and it looked darn porn? It super sick, but i stil think its funny. HAHA.

sean's coming over later after work.
:D

yayness.

So School was boring and nat was labeled the cluts babe of the day!
>She swiped bird poop,
> knocked off zaini's specs,
> dropped her wallet and her phone too!
She kept shrugging and yelling when she swiped the bird poop of the table during recess hahaha. It made me laughing so hard! My tummy was so cracked up! .
And yes! i saw wenhan and gary today. They came back to school for ,maybe a short visit? School sick. aww.
Gary came back to school because he prolly wanted to spend time with his girlfriend? And wenahn, beats me.



well, I think im gonna get him a goodbye card? I dislike goodbyes cause i reek at them. I juast dont wanna an emotional shithead that ends up crying of creating some scene. So i shall have sean pass it to him instead. :P

You know, right now i really need a bath and some quick sleep before sean comes.
so toodles!
Y

Acceptance- over you

Im posting at home! shh.

School was alright i guess,
Supplementary was good,
I ate my famous amos cookies and i glued both soles of my shoe back and tack in place with nat's glue.
PE was lame. We had to practice the steps to the mass workout! we looked like a bunch of asswipe geeks. But honestly, we did have fun.
LOADS OF IT. All we did was laugh till our laugh box was filled with laughs no more. Right now, i think pe can be fun.
Heartrates and workouts;

Plus,
i havent been able to blog for the past few days :(
Im real sorry to those who are waiting for my tag replies?
Ill reply all your tags soon i promise!
or maybe even later?

And so i took the effort to learn and write my chinese spelling words!
I think i did pretty-okay haha. Mr chin was real happy and he told me in chinese, "you gotta get an A1", if i translated it right, that is.

So daddy picked me up after school.
We chatted a little in the car. This and that.
I think something's bothering him somehow.

Cheer up daddy. :D

Anyway, im off to shower and take to nap.
I think im addicted to sleeping. Or maybe, im just thinking to much.
TOODLES.

NICHOLAS I NEED THE INSPIRING QUOTE!
monday embarrassment at assembly. here i come.

Im at baby's house now.
Well as i have told some of you, im forbided to blog with lappy.
So ill only blog as and when i am able to yup. :D

The past few days have been pretty okay. Things have turned up, and school'd been great!
though as we know that its prolly the monsoon season right? Its been pouring like free.

SO MONDAY.
School was normal as uaual, and since i wasnt meeting baby, i headed home after spening about half an hour at amk central. the weather was totally fried. rain, shine, rain shine. i was on 88 with fiqah and ya, we chatted awaiting of my turn to alight, and then, it starting raining like cats and dogs!!!! :(:(
I got off the bus, telling myself. "WOOH denise, you sure have a long way to go"
It was so floody and all i could see was rain? And maybe more water? haha. I walked several metres and was drenched from top to toe. WELL, i officially love y bag now. Its something like leather and that means, waterprooof! I held it above my hand but crap, i still go soaked. as i walked, cars came speeding by splashing water at me! it was so disgraceful. Honestly, if i were president, id sure all those who were inconsiderate somehow.
I got home all wet and i dried my shoes till they were effing dry! :D


okay, you know what, im lazy to blog.
baby wants bc. :(
habis.

IM HOME.
IM SO EFFING BEAT.

Things went pretty okay today.
I met beb in the end and i guess things just got a little better.
But thats when im with him.

SWENSENS FOR LUNCH! it was great!

He had the big burger and i had the baked chicken rice plus fries in a duper cute cone with two sauces! I havent eaten one of those for years now.
It tasted sosososo good.
Then we shared the mint ice cream and i love those little mint bits!
:D
Im pretty perked up now. I dont really feel that soggy anymore.

Cause, he gave me several pecks and a sweet little kiss.
:D BLEAH
I dont know, i just cheered up. HAWHAW.
He wanted to!
So i started smiling like some geek dork. ( i wasnt going gaga)
Girls fancy nice things.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D



Well i guess im gonan turn in soon.
Im awfully sleepy.
Nights world.

The 88- how good can it be.

Im up early.
I feel a lack of sleep but i dont feel a single weeny bit tired.

I sparked the arguement last night.
Well i dont feel bad at all.
For once, i felt that i was right. Im like part time invisible woman and part time girlfriend. And yes, the feeling is hard hittting.

So i called to ask him whether we were meeting for lunch, and he sounded so not sincere. Who wouldnt feel awkward?
I know he was on the phone with somebody else or something like that. But shouldnt he be like happy to hear my voice or what? I mean, we hardly have any phone conversations, and ya i know hes trying to pick up my calls more often and text messages too. All cause i say so.
but why do i have to say something before he actually takes initiative? Its makes me paranoid. Be automatic.
And dont tell me youre not the kind of guy.
its a matter of whether you want to or not.
And you choose not too, so think about it.
You say i treat you like a toy? You say i dont appreciate.

Look through all windows, and you tell me, whose the one whose been taking things lighty? Whose the one whose been caught up with his own things? Whose the one who doesnt call?
Like i told you, if i were to die, you's definately be the last to know?
And isnt that phrase suppose to be a turning point for you?
Well, not for you stubborn.


like i said, i dont want a change now.
I just need to adapt, and soon, i'll do anything i have to.


and btw, thanks for the hugs people!
:D
they really did cheer me up heaps.
:D:D:D:D

Copeland -control freak.

Brother's complaining about me blogging.
Dota slows the computer down too!
At least i think it does.

So i spent my pocket money just to see baby today.
And i didnt even stay for an hour? A trip there and back isnt cheap.

Alright anyway,
i was thinking of meeting him for lunch tomorrow.
sakae. i want! But i dont know if i should or not?
Then after, i might be following him to keppel?

Okay, im tired.
and im not looking for a change in anything right now.
read books to help emotional bad habits. HAWHAW.
read the teen magazine issued november 06.
DEAR KELLY.
computer games are such twits.
maybe guys are twits.


and people!
ill reply your tags soon okay?
MUCH LOVE! :D

okay i was bored and decided to draw.
ya i know its ugly haha.
but anyway, enjoy :D

you mash hearts.
you cause emotional habits.
you think youre always right,
you promised countless times,
but still,
youre a imposed disgruntled effing liar.



i love nad. thanks babe.

Silverstein- smile in your sleep

Im back to blog all!

Todays friday.
and shit im home again, back to square one i suppose.

School was tiring and boring as usual. I was probably falling asleep during math. i couldnt stop yawning and i was plain retarded. All i did was blink and breathe. to think that someone like me was actually able to keep my mouth shut for a minute or two is mmm, pretty amazing! haha.

Baby's not meeting me today cause he's working hard.
Like yaaa. HARD. "HARD".
He just cant wait to get home to hog on his new mac computer. Its like ten times way more important then i am. First hp now mac. WOW is all he does.
Which boyfriend doesnt really want to meet his girlfriend? maybe his tired? Oh well. Im learning to live with that.

Anyway, i was reading the message dill sent fiq last night i think? It was uber sweet! he misses her like trillions! and his heart is probably distorted like slobs of mashed potatoes when shes not around. :(
I still think its sweeeeet.


Alright, so i skipped massworkout today. Actually, my whole class did except for 6 people? Natt was late.
We got caught by the vp and she thinks we're that dumb to think that nobody would see us cause the lights were turned off? its so not hiding.
So i was about to leave the class for the workout when she stomped herself in.
She couldnt stop talking and honestly, it was more a lullaby then a scolding/nag cause i was barely awake when she keep talking away.

We gonna pay back the 20 minutes we skipped today on monday.
We're playing double instead.
The dm came in after school and talked to us again for 17 mintues? about how disppointed he was and he brought up the stuff we did last year! he's dipping real low.
LIKE I SAID. PAYING DOUBLE.
But anyway, we'll just pay back and let bygones be bygones.

So after shcool, mommy came to pick me up cause it was pouring. We went for lunch and grocery shopping too. My maid had her madical check up.
And we headed ohme after that. Im pretty tired in actual fact.

Goodbye,
Goodnight all polars.
you sweet little honey things.

Room noises.

eisley- brightly wound.

I want massages,
school was boring.
im just really tired as usual, worn out maybe.
I miss baby trillions i tell you.
:(

Supplementary's gonna end at 4-ten tomorrow?
I wish my classroom had an air con.
or maybe surtains to hide me away from the scorching sun.
its gonna be a longlonglonglonglong day, plus school already ends at 2.40?
I feel like im gonna hit rock bottom, anytime sooon.

Being exhausted is one thing, but forcing yourself to stay awake is like being fradulent?
IM TIRED.
I wanna sleeep.
Id love a massage.
scratching would be nice.
awfully nice haha.

I wish it was sitll the holidays,
I wanna have late nights,
& I wanna watch spongebob at twelve midnight!
I want everything, i mean, who doesn't?
Im gonna say it again.
i want a massage!
im getting demanding.


Anyways, im gonna go check my other stuff.
and hurry off to bed.
Naps are bundles of love.
:D

I love my blog songs :D
haha.

>recess was at 11-ten today :(:(:(:(
>i have to wake my brother up at six.
>ive got math to revise.
>and i wanna watch spongebob!

I got home pretty late last night.
But still, after spending countless hours with baby, i still miss him heaps!
Okay, both mommy and daddy threw a tiny fit cause they were worried sick.
>sorry :(


And so, school was boring today.
Im like concentrating during lessons now! even in chinese!
Supp felt like a normal lesson? (i think it is suppose to be like that?)
I drew my dearest honeybutt patrick.
Ain't he the cutest thing? :D
hawhaw.
As i was saying,
school was no fun.
i slept in the hall during EFL.
though it wasnt much of EFL cause there was something wrong with the projector?
Everybody was down right contended i bet. Hidden agendas. HAHA.

The quotations i typed for daddy has mistakes in them? Only a few and he got effing mad.
grr.
Anyways, i saw so many white birds today and thought they were doves! But i took a scond glance and saw they had long necks. Pretty birds.
Then i realised that doves in singapore are pretty rare and you only see them at times? Its suppose to be a holy bird? It symbolises something.

:D
:D
:D

Alright,
im lazy to blog and i wanna lie down.
BYEE.

HAPPY TWO-YEARS BABY!

:D

AWW. I LOVE YOU SOSOSOSOSO MUCH!

anyway, baby cooked me lunch and we made brownies! :D
i didnt take any snap shots of the delicious food. But its a photographic memory my tummy will definately remember.

Im having monday blues now.
School's gonna be a bore plus i have dnt tomorrow first thing in the morning! drafts of my artifact, here i come. Its awfully stressful especially when everybody presses really hard on you.

I may miss school, and yes my friends too.
but the year's too crucial, IM STRIVING HARD.
i really am.
Files to be up by next week.
congruent for math.
i need my options text.&
i cant find my english textbook.

I'd hate to hear her saying that she dumped it all away.
Its a down right dilemma.

Okay school.
here i come.
i'll try,

i'll blog soon.
or maybe tomorrow.

The starting line- Best of me.

Oranges are the happiest kind of fruits in the world!
>They just make me happy.

Okay so today.
I got up at twelve and turned my phone on.
All i recieved was one text message? Pathetic i thought.
HAHA.
geraldine came not long after and joey came in the late afternoon!
:D oh, those people are love.

Joey and i talked about school, relationships and tons of stuff.
And he's definately right to say that i have to change my mindset soon, otherwise, id too will be toast, even before the exams start.
Im gonna try. REAL HARD.

Anyways,
ive been a gong waiting by my phone practically the whole day just for one text? I think im dying of boredom at home, or maybe its plainly i miss you.
that so cliche. :\

I dont know whether im allowed to even head out tomorrow!
You turned me down today so ya.

I think im stressing like some old agitated hag.
BOOO. whatever, i know.
Im just gonna run away now.
and ps: i look so fricking ugly with my hair tied up! pulls disgruntled face/
(didnt think itd take me so long to actually realise!?)
AND AND AND.
thank you all for giving me more hugs!
HUGS HUGS HUGS.
AWW.
you people are wonder.

toodles.

:DDDDDD

PICTURES OF ANGEL AND I UP!
HAHAH.
and again, im too lazy to upload all. SORRY.






my head takes the shape of a UFO. :D

pretty babe!
















mosiacs.

Amor for sleep- kind of perfect.
the song is making me sulk.

FRIDAY.
im usually stay out late on friday's but i got home real early today.
:D,

I dont know, ive been thinking &
i dont want my friends to leave!
Its like, endings are always so dramatic and difficult.


Hawhaw.
Alright, tonight's the campfire night in school.
Ive got a ticket if anyone wants to go? I got invited by hasnul i think.
But honestly, i dislike going places alone, plus i live miles away. As in deliberatly deep within the grass and errie trees.
Look up and you might just see something.

Anyway,
i dont wanna go to ITE!
:(
the courses are more for boys.
and they arent exactly good?
I really dont know now.

Im lazy to blog, so toodles.



i miss you effing bad.

paramore- pressure.

I MET BABY TODAY!
:D
:D
im like so happy. haha!


School was boring as usual.
We got our timetables today,
and practically did nothing for all the lessons.
We're already being pressured on our first day! Its really intense and it makes me feel rather uncomfortable.

*I MISS ALL MY SONGS! :(
I DONT KNOW, BUT I JUST DO.


And so, its just hitting rock bottom. oh my.
anyways,
i had macs with natt angel and fiq after school.
recesses are like 1pm-lunches now. their at 11-ten ?
:(:(:(:(:We talked and giggled like crazy for the lamest reasons?
And i heard that reuben's down with fever.
I told natt to get him po chai pills? To make him poo.
HAHAHA.
we then followed angel to get her hair snipped!
BOY, is she lovely.
i love her rockstar shades!!! :D
And i dislike my ayam bag now.
Stupid : le coq sportif.
Thou it may be pretty but i dont know.
its really big!
too big for me!
ARGH.


Okay, so angel and i left after the haircut and she accompanied me to toa payoh to meet baby.
We walked a little and i saw this really cute oscar wallet which i sosososo want!
actually; i wanted the elmo way more.
i think hes such a hottie. :D AWWW.

YUP. we took pictures like billions of them! My hairs tied up now.
And its a dilemma of whether i should snip or not.
Its still a concave, its just a little longer. i thinkdamn, im confused.

:*(
SHUCKS.

PARANOID, YET CONTENDED.

SCHOOL WAS BORING

:(

i havent gotten my time table,

she did comment on natt's hair, (like i said)

i got busted for hair , (told you so) so i have to tie it up now.

*this girl has a concave too, but shes sucking up to him* cause shes lonely,

and all we had were long long long long talks and more talks.

We know the the school rules and stuff.

But its for the sake of the sec ones.

Had macs for lunch2!

SO OH WELL.

I had noodles for lunch1 but poor fiq was having a horrible tummy ache.
I adore her phone! AHHHHH. :\ i want a new phone!!
Its white for a change and the buttons are addictive i tell you.
:D:D

And so its babys first day at work.
He was complaining about the slow laggy computers and the long sheet of numbers.
Calculation was prolly always his favourite?
But he dislikes it now. Too many numbers can definately make your head spin. HAHA.

UHHHHH.
My converse are killing me :(
i guess im not used to them or their too small.
4 and a half?
They seemed fine when i bought them.
:(
:(
:(
So ive decided to wear nike to school tomorrow.
wheee.

I too just realised that the song on my blog keeps playing on repeat :P
aww.
He says im gangster.
: uhuh.

booo-ray, tomorrows the second day of school. :\\\\\\\\

AND HELLO! I DONT KEEP CHANGING MY LINK OKAY.
ITS BEEN LIKE 5 MONTHS?
ITS BECAUSEI WANTED SOMETHING SIMPLER.
IF YOU CANT EVEN REMEMBER MY NAME WITH A DASH BEHIND, THEN DONT LINK ME.
dont complain.

I think im gonna get busted for hair tomorrow.
ARGH.
alright, whatever.
I can always tie it up i think.

Plus i see, unholy critisims coming our way from a certain nincompoop who thinks shes hot and has all the clothes in the world.
Damn you dramatic phoney.
I bet their gonna be about the hair.
yaadaa this and that.
Ill make you zip.
Oh shoot, you boney bone thing.

just a few pretty things i wanted to post up. :D

Like what eeerah darling says:

WE BID 2006 GOODBYE. :(
BUT I DONT WANNA BID MY FRIENDS GOODBYE TOO
:(
awww.

I TOO WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS HAHAHAHAHA.
YOU PEOPLE ARE BUNDLES OF HUGGABLE LOVE!
theres too man to name\ and of course BABY! :DD

HAHA.
alright,
The past two days of the new year have really got me thinking hard.
I mean things change over time.
Its hard to accept of adapt to the change, but life sure goes on.
To much time spent with one bores the other's soul.

GROAN.
i dont know okay?
But anyway,
schools starting tomorrow! :D
i miss my itches billions!
*and FIQS MEASLES ARE GONE!

plus mommy got me a le coq sportif bag :P
baby says its cool. HAHA.

Im sure looking forward to a joyous year ahead.
but why are my friends leaving? :
shucks/


and when school reopens, i wont have much time to blog! but ill try :D
The n's are crucial, i think. sigh